I Don't Wanna Believe It!

God.... i cannt believe it. Just about one month, i was spend my time with Ghita and Chendy. But now? Chendy will be go on Bandung. Everything will be over and back to normal. We belong to distance. Distance belongs to us. I dont wanna believe it :( 

I wanna spend more time with they. Sitting next to they.. Laugh.. Cry... Being crazy.. And more thing that we always to do. I dont wanna believe it with this separation! :(

But from this, i know that friendship never end. However distance belongs to us, we'll be besfriend not for now but forever. However its hard and make us hard for breathing, we never stop to trying. This is real friendship. I love they, however they are often make me badmood. I love they, however we have differents. 

Take care Chendy in Bandung.. Stay cool, dont worry about your IP. It just our begining. We can do it, be the best, more and more. Trust me. I'll beside you if you need me, just text or call me, i'll be there for you. Be more romantic with your Wahyu. I know he is a good boy. And keepin' your friendship with Obo. He loves you so doing everything that he think can make you happy. He just dont know what you need. Keepin' his love and make it being a real friendship. And... im gonna miss you. I love you! See ya, Chen!

Take care Ghita in our city, Jakarta. Dont spend your gold time for thinking a damn thing! You have Abing and Dimas. So, take care of us. Keepin' be a good housewife, for Abing, Dimas, your father, and Idam. I'll always pray for you and your relationship. Be healthy for they. And dont forget for taking a rest. Less the bad thing that will spend your time and make you being stress. I love you and gonna miss your sweetest, Ghit. See ya too!

And this post for you both. I think, im so stupid and shy for say how deeply i love you both! Im really speechless. I miss everything that we always do. Do you remember when we laugh? We cry? We doing something crazy? Its one of my happiness. And i miss it so much! I wish i can do it, every second, every minute, everyday with you both. Dont afraid, distance never broke our friendship. This distance will be the best way to make our friendship more strong. We''ll meet again, next holiday i think. Keepin' your healthy (please remember and note this in your brain!). We must meet again! MUST! So, see ya! I LOVE YOU BOTH!